so close and nearrrr

now it's too close when i must goes on,,
when ma age add one,,
again near wid the die..
i dun want LOVE come in to my heart again..
just stop here,,

enough i must suffered and being the victims..
i confused got what i need..
^^.

people who i love just walk away leave me in the dark cave..
help me,,
oh no,,
i must still alone,,

ma age will be addin one again..
goddddd,,
damn it,,
i want all ma dream come true,,
i never had a dream come true..

T.T

jazz up down ma life

you know LOVE?
I LOVE THOSE CAR
I LOVE THOSE BODY
I LOVE THOSE ATTITUDE
I LOVE THOSE BEHAVIOUR
I LOVE THOSE PERSON
I LOVE THOSE,,

but once again,,
god why you make me like that?

i love those people,,
but why no respons?
i just wanna get a justify,,
when i want all will stop
just by those people,,
but what this?

a pedicap loves me

that you know,,
ma great stories about pedicap,,
more fantastic..

huff,,
firstly,,
on ma elemantry one,,
whe every go home,,
i sat on the pedicap's lips and ever almost got an accident,,

second,,
the boom one guys,,
when i was going home from bandung and jakarta,,
damn,,
bring a number of pack for rice,,
oh gosh,,
so hard and weight..
but keep goin,,

after pass ma trip by train to ma house in malang,,
rain is comin,,
no one pick me up to the house,,
yaa,,
public transportation,,
there is pedicap,,

whe the pack of rice come in to the pedicab,,
the pedicab,,
got a little fly,,
what it's?
hahaha,,
the next,,
when i sat there, and the drivers close the face cause the rain,,
but the pedicab fly in,,
all jumpin,,
includin me,,
god,,

god, just answer ma questions

why you create a love?
why you create a lie?
why you create a cheat?
why you create a faithfull?
why you create a careness?
why you create me as abnormal?
why you create a sick?

LOVE?
what that stands for?
i confused, all people know bout it,,
may all just know how to get it,,
how to grew up this,,
how to keep it,,
than,,
how to demolish it,,

god,,,,,,

why you just give me those broken?
allways brokend,,
unsuccess,,
i'm standin here for all lover,,

yeah indeed,,
i just your ugly,,
your worst,,
your looser,,
your cheater,,
your liar,,

but,,
just explain me,,
why you put LOVE,,
when i need,,
when i worst,,
whe i hate LOVE,,

they come with other tendency,,
I COME WITH LOVE
I COME WITH FUN
I COME WITHOUT ANYTHING
I HATE AT ALL

god,,

again

COMPETITION STILL OPEN GUYS..
buad semuanya..
competition to find a cover..
still open..

'GOD LOVES YOU FRIENDS'

cerita tentang seorang cowo yang ditinggal sahabat2nya karena masalahnya,..
dan ia baru sadar, kalo dimanfaatkan sahabat2nya..
gitu paling ngga garis besarnya..

bikin covernya yah guys..
nicky nunggu dengan sabar..

syaratnya..
pokoknya foto statusnya jelas, bukan plagiad punya orang..
mau gambar bikinan tangan sendiri, keren bangettt..
mau editan photoshop ato corel ato sesaudaranya gpapah..
pokoknya semua itu formatnya jpg yahhh..
dikirm ke e-mail nicky..
niunicky@gmail.com
subject cover..

maksimal 4 agustus 2008..
diperpanjang..
buat cover yang berhasil, foto pembuatnya bakal dimasukin juga..
okeh teman2..

i'll wait it..

tired

huffffffff

capek,,
kenapa penderitaan ga kelar2 yah..
rasanya udah jatoh
ketimpa tangga
kegigit anjing
pas kerumah sakit kena maced
di rumah sakit infus ama obat abis
dan ada nyang nyapa..
hi ky, dah siap ikut..
hwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

udah bersyukur turun dari BEMFA, ILF, kaya ga lolos seleksi..
taunya..
tuhan punya rencana lain..

meni lieur..
ah,,

kena pengurus HMJ, ILF againnn, Seleksi digantung lagiii..
belom lagi seseorang rese................
yang bikin bete.......................
sumpah...................................

masa gara2 marah2 bannya mleduk dijalan..
wa harus kena marah???
dan parahnyaaaaaaaaaaa
ngulang matkul...
girl damn..
wa ga bisa 3 taon neghhhhhh..

i hate her so much..
i hateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..